So God, why did this happen?
Why did I have to lose my child?
Ive searched ,the depths of my heart, the boundaries of my mind and I still have no answers,
Why my beautiful daughter?
Why my sweet little girl?
This cannot be part of the plan?
All my life I had searched for purpose then I held my first daughter in my arms and I had found the reason, the reason to be, a reason to breathe.
Three more reasons later my heart sang with the harmony found in the gift of motherhood.
Even when disability entered our lives my heart was at peace.
Caring, loving, mothering I felt complete.
Living on the breath of maternal love.
So why did the plan have to change?
Why did my heart have to break?
I didn’t know then,
I still don’t know now,
My mind wrestles with searching.
My heart aches with hurting.
Now as I watch the boy sleep,
A boy that had no home, has now a forever home in my heart.
A place to call home a family to call his.
Was this the plan?
I know that God didn’t take to give.
Still as the poppy that blooms in the battle field we can find find joy in the pain.
Light in the darkness.
Peace in the promise.
Faith in the father.
37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.
38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[a] neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:37-39New Living Translation (NLT)
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